::one of those “looking back and seeing how god has changed me” posts, written may – june 2011::
I can’t find it right now, but if I haven’t written it, i KNOW i have thought this before. I’ve thought:
“I’ll always be the fat girl on the inside.”
and what’s truly ironic is that I’m close to if not at the heaviest I’ve been in my adult life (alright, not Christmas 2009. That was a tough time. yuck). But you know what, even if I’m a big girl on the outside,
I AM NOT THE FAT GIRL ON THE INSIDE ANYMORE.
y’all. what the darn?
God is just so good. I can look at my life and see how I’m seeing myself more the way he sees me. It’s not every moment of every day, but it’s more and more moments. Times that I look in the mirror and i’m just happy with who I am. Or times tha I’m just happy with who I am, so i don’t feel necessary to look in the mirror.
I’m not the fat girl on the inside.
Is there any identifier you thought you’d always have, that God has released you from?