I vacillate. Obvi. On lots of things. One of them is: pictures of moi on le blog. Because I LOVE when people post pics of themselves (especially for outfit photies) on their blogs,
but I worry that I’ll seem vain (which I should be fine with, since I am a vain sinner, let’s just get that out there, and you probably are too)
or WORSE (this shows you how jacked my heart is) that I’ll post a pic and you’ll think I’m ugly. WHY IS BEING UGLY SUCH A FEAR?! What would it mean if I were ugly? Not a darn thing! And what is ugly, anyway? Far more to do with heart than angles and lighting. The point is, I struggle with posting pics because I struggle with an ugly, sinful heart still in the process of redemption and it’s a delicate line to walk, struggling out loud to share encouragement, but not posting something that would ultimately be misunderstood or convey a bad example.
Cause I am an ambassador of Christ. And the bible doesn’t have exact pointers on Instagram usage.
Anyway, last night I couldn’t sleep so I played with makeup and hair and my camera phone.
This is what i like to call “Sharing the sleepy am photies wherein I forget that I am not 12 and no one likes myspace anymore.” (sorry, JT).
so…how do you feel about pics, specifically self-portraits, on the blog? you’re the reader, you’re the one I care about intaking these things!